I haven't taken many pictures because my camera is almost dead and we forgot to bring the charger. But when I get home and have a real computer instead of this iPad, I will do a post with pictures from the weekend.
It has been so good. Brandon and I have enjoyed the slower pace that Cody has to offer. We have really missed being here. Unfortunately the end is fast approaching. Tomorrow we have to leave, return to real life.
I was really hoping that coming here and taking four days off work would make me remember that I like working, even just a little bit. It didn't work out that way. I don't ever want to return to work. My job is good, the people are nice... But on the good better best list, Britain is my world and I just want to be her mom. That is enough for me. I miss just taking care of my family. (Don't worry guys, I don't have the option of quitting, we still need the job, I'm not saying I can quit, just that I might kind of want to...)
Someday I want to be a wife and a mom. I want my days to consist of changing diapers, giving baths, making food and rocking babies to sleep. Someday I will get that again. For now, I just get to take a deep breathe and smile through it.
Thanks so much to everyone who is helping me get through this. Thank you for your support, and your friendship. I need every one of you.
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